This is what I feel like inside when I get stressed.
I have not had any inspirations to really post about, but that’s not because the Lord has left me. It is because I am dealing with a lot right now. I am trying to make this transition with my daughter and her husband moving in with me go as smooth as possible.
I am an independent person and my independence is extremely important to me so it is difficult to have to delegate responsibility onto someone else and not have the faith that they will be able to comprehend what I am asking or totally disregard me. I am learning what long suffering truly means, lololol.
This move has been a big source of stress for me, so I have not been quite in tune with the spirit for a few days. I am still pressing on, I still have my morning and evening prayers and throughout the day I am speaking to my Heavenly Father. I am still reading things of a spiritual nature and doing my scripture study, although at times I feel like these are hollow endeavors but a routine I cannot allow myself to break regardless of what I am going through. I can’t afford to beat myself up either, that can become self defeating.
So at this point until some of this stress is dealt with, I will continue on the same path I am on and I know I will catch up.
I love my Savior and my Heavenly Father and the patience and long suffering they have for me. I am truly blessed.