I once had a dream that I saw my father standing on one side of a river. the sun was shining brightly and it was warm, not hot but warm. He was waving at me, and I was excited to see him. I told him to wait for me that I would come to him.
I ran back home to get ready to leave but when I got home, my house was in disarray, my children were out of control and even as badly as I wanted to leave, I knew I couldn’t, my house wasn’t in order and I picked up the phone to call him but instead of him answering my sister in law answered. I told her, “Tell daddy I can’t come yet, I am still needed here.”
That is all I remember, but at the time I was into 3d art work and created a picture of the scene and now at times when I think about him and remember my dream, I often whisper in my heart wait for me daddy.