For a long time I would wake up and stay in bed, i didn’t want to face another day but knew I had to for the sake of my adult chikdren. I would be in bed waiting for motivation to overtake me. Some days it might but not until many hours later.
At some point I decided I needed to flush all forms of negativity out of my system and life. Slowly I began to emerge into the person I believe I was meant to be all along.
I love who I am now. I face each day with a vigor and joy, each day is a rebirth for me. Now each morning i kneel in prayer and read my scriptures. After that I joyfully get out of bed and look to what the day holds for me.
Oh if I could only stretch wide my arms like the suns rays and draw those who are suffering, alone, feeling neglected, abused and unloved to the peace I feel inside I gladly would. I want to be the oasis to give shade to those whose souls appear barren from the deserts of this mortality until they were able to stand on their own to help light the way for others.
For those that read this, please understand you too can feel the same joy I feel, I am nothing special without the love that I feel for my Savior Jesus Christ and my Heavenly Father or the knowledge of the love that they have for me.
Peace be unto each and every one on this sacred Sabbath Day.